Cycle, Metalterus compilation, Fractured's vidz? & sweet Ramadhan.

Emptiness. Such emptiness. I just feel empty. I currently don't know why exactly am I feelin that way but I do feel it. Somethin is not right. I don't what. Hmm. Maybe because I'm spendin my life with studies and work everyday and I'm losin the life I'm tryin to regain. I left the house in the mornin and I'll come back late at night. Wow. I'm startin to feel like a robot. The only time I'm enjoyin meself is at the 'mapley', sippin a lime tea or such. And when it's gettin really late, it's off to bed and in the mornin, it's the same old cycle again and again. Sheesh.

It's not that bad I guess. Well, hey, I'm studyin now. Somethin I've been wantin to do fer quite some time. Anyway. Sometime I got so flatted out I skipped a class or two. Heck this work is tirin. But the pay is good considerin that I can keep my hair and goatee. And I got paid weekly too!. There's another job opportunity I'm tryin to grab which has a lot more flexible workin hour and a hell lot of pay but the pace is slow so I have to work my current job until the time comes.

I did tell you bout my work. Did I? No? Oh. You see, there's a new shoppin mall opened in Seremban 2. It's Jusco. So, I got a job at Primavera. A shoe boutique / shop whatever you want to call it. The story on how I managed to get the job is lengthy so I'll keep it to meself fer now. To make it short, a friend of mine said that the owner of that shop wanted 2 person to unload some boxes. So we were assigned to the job and while we're doin that, the owner asked if we're interested in workin with her in that shop. I said I'm currently studyin so I can't be a permanent staff but she said it'll be just fine if I want to be a part-timer. So I was in.

You heard about Metalterus debut compilation album? Yeah it's the one Fractured wanted to be in but didn't manage to. Well the compilation album will be out soon, featurin many new and unknown local metal bands so it's a good thing. Or I guess it's out already? Ah well, better check out your favourite underground music store and see if they got any. Give some support to our local scene if you can spare the money.

Speakin about local scene. We now have all the songs required to make a debut full length album. 9 original songs and 1 cover song. So our next album will have 10 songs in it. Cool aye? I sure hope so. This time, we're goin to be very carefull about the sound. If you heard our demo album you'll know why. Our plan now is to practice all the songs, do some changes if nescessary, make sure I wrote all the lyrics and if we're satisfied, only then we'll record it. This time the budget fer our recordin is higher so that we can (hopefully) have a good sound.

We have plan bout doin an official video clip too. It'll be a DIY vidz so you'll not see anythin like the european bands have though. I've picked a song to make the video clip for and it's a new song. If the plan goes out well, maybe we'll include that video in our debut CDs. I'm not quite sure if it'll be a limited copy or what but I'll tell you guys more bout it.

Still bout video clip (Uh I'm soundin more like a newscaster aye?). I think I want to upload our Gegaran Metal 2005 video. What do you think about it? Maybe I'll just serve it in Emule or Ares somethin. Ah it'll be more fun I think if I serve the new song we played. Wow. Good aye? Eh. Wait. My NIC is still kaput. Damn. Just ignore this one. Dagnammit.

The details about the November gig is still blurry but the organiser said that we're the confirmed band featured. So, it's cool. More about this later. Hey, wanna know what? Now I'm the only person who have a long hair in Fractured. Hah. Udin has snipped his hair short. Now his helicopter headbang will not be the same again. Hah. I don't do helicopter because I don't think I'm able to do it haha.

A few more bomb blast in Bali. Insane. Human are like that. Some are good but many are insane. What do this people gain by killin others? A piece of land? Dignity? This kind of thing makes me sick. No matter how much protest we make, how many signatures we collected, there will always be some people who can't just see others live peacefully. It scares me a lot. And the muslims are currently the one who's sufferin from the consequences. Now there's a widespread of racism towards the muslims. Pity them you warmonger bast*rds! Stop this madness! See Thailand? See now that the southern part is unstable and it's military law out there. Many are fleein and seekin refuge in our country now. Many countries are lookin at muslims as an image of brutality and insanity. We're not. I'm sad about this. I'm just out of words.

I want to wish all the muslims out there a barakah Ramadhan. So Ramadhan is here again. I guess many of us really missed the last sweet Ramadhan aye? Yeah it's good to be in Ramadhan again. The month where we can purify our souls. The month when we can not just help the poor and the needy, but we can feel how they feel too. Sweet sweet Ramadhan. Enjoy it. I will. One more thing. Give peace a chance. Later.