Moody because...

Ah. Another breakups. No, it got nothin to do with my band(s). I just broke up with (now ex-) gf. It was pretty hard to say it but it's unavoidable. Things just don't go as planned. Mebbe I made the right decision and maybe I've made a disasterous one. I dunno. I'll probably be the one to blame from her friend's point of view but I just don't have the energy to care anymore.

Now you know why I was havin a moody days. Well, my Ibanez is still here though so life still have purpose. Later

Bad mood.

Sheesh.. I'm such in a bad mood... It's hard to sleep when you're in such state. What the $%@* are ya lookin at?

Comments, Fractured's lyrics & videos on I-Bands.net

Wow. There's actually somebody who reads what I'm postin in here. Thanks fer the comment Farrukh Malik!. Ouch, I'm blushin already. :)

I just remembered that there's still unwritten lyrics fer 2 of Fractured's songs. I have to make sure I can make those lyrics and memorise it fer the gigs. What am I gonna write about? Well, bein an anti-war person meself, I guess I'll write my lyrics based on that. Bein poetic is somethin that I'm not good at but heck, I hope it's good (and rhymes too :).

http://www.i-bands.net now lets its members to upload and stream their home-made music videos! Hurrah! I'm thinkin bout uploadin Fractured's last gigs's vidz in it but I'm too shy (awwww....). Later I hope. If I can make up my mind. Hehe.

Hi to all Bloggers! Blog on! :)

Football match postponed..

How was the football match? Well, it was postponed till probably next week. Since I still can't find any boots fer meself then it's a good news. Now I'll have another few days to prepare fer the match. Ops, still keep fergettin to ask where the exact location are the match goin to be held. I'll post the info later.

I'm broke.. What else is new? Cya!

Another attack from the bills of death

When I thought I'm safe to spend my money again. That's when another disaster strucks. My newest phone bill just arrive and it ain't happy with me at all. Arghhh!!!!!. Why me!!!? I have to refrain meself from any outgoin calls from now on. My last bills nearly killed me and this phone bill got the job done. I'm dead. Dead and broke (again..). Trip to Singapore? Arghhh! New jeans? Arghhh! New mobile phone? Arghhh! MCP exam? Arghhh! I'm thinkin bout sellin meself off as a souvenier or somethin. Maybe I can be a lamp-holder?

Still can't find anybody who can lend me his football's boots. By the way my money keep drainin away from me, I'm sure I can forget bout buyin a new pair. The match is tomorrow, 5:00pm at.. at.. ouch I fergot to ask where the hell are we gonna play. Again. Later.

Saga Artakusiad

Ever heard of Artakus? or Jundak (my buddy from KP call me by that name.. I'll tell u more bout it later)? Some of you might heard the name Ahmad Patria Abdullah. I read the whole 6 series of Saga Artakusiad when I was in form 2 or somethin (I can't recall correctly) and his works (the series) was simply magnificent. To think that he wrote those series with such style of literature, his high imagination, to me he's a great inspiration. After bout 17 years of silence, he came out and wrote the 7th series of his great masterpiece titled 'Lagenda Numerius'. Nice title huh? All his 6 series was never reprinted (officially) aeons ago and it's the rarest of the rare. To find the original print is somewhat nearly impossible and I'd even jerk my cousin off (the books I read belong to him, now I dunno where did he put those books and it've been years since I last saw him. I probably won't recognise him if he's infront of me) just to make him give me those rare prints he have. But, all hope is not lost and there's a website out there that still have the series up fer sale (although most of it are now a bunch of reprints, original copies are nearly extinct). Visit this website:

http://www.artakus.net

So if you never read it, or you nearly fergot how well done it's written, go order it online. Fer such a cheap price, you can get all the series and be glad that someone out there, a local man, have created such a perfect fantasy world which can draw you in its marvelous storyline, the thrill, tears and happiness by just simply writin it. It'll cost me nearly RM100 fer sure. But to think bout it, it'll be my priceless possession.

p/s: Oh, fergot to tell how the heck I was called Jundak in the old days. Well, some of us (my friends and my cousins) were so much into the story so we got nicknames from the characters contained in the series. Mine was Jundak coz they say his description resemble mine so that's the story. Yeah I know, not interestin at all huh? But heck they still call me by the nickname! Later

and it's a GOALLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!

What a topic huh? Ah yeah. Football. I was never a fanatic. I'm still not. If it's on tv and yeah I'll watch it but I won't stay up late at night just to wait fer it. Anyway, what is it gotta do with me? And why am I blabbin bout it here? It's because I'm gonna be playin in a friendly match this Saturday.

I fergot to ask which stadium are gonna be playin but I was picked to join BCF (Bumiputra Commerce Finance, Seremban branch) football team to play against Persatuan Guru-Guru (NSDK I presume) this Saturday at 5:00pm. The BCF (Bumiputra Commerce Finance) picked me because I'm workin at their dealer's office (my office) and those dudes kinda know me quite well. I'm not that interested until they said that I got nothin to worries because we're gonna play to lose. Wow. Now that must be somethin big. If it got nothin to do with winnin then I'm the right guy! What position am I gonna be playin? I opted fer goalie. Yeah not much of an action but heck nobody else are goin fer that and I kinda like being a goalkeeper.

Gotta find somebody with boots my size so I can just borrow it. More details will be exposed here so don't chew the last grab of popcorn yet. Expect some intense football extravagant that day. Wow. Me, playin football, standin on the goal area shoutin somethin just to make me look like I know what I'm doin and pray nobody will roll the ball anywhere near. Damn, I'm sweatin already. Later.

Found it!

Ah. I finally found the passport. It'll expire on june and I dunno if I can just bring that passport fer my Singapore's trip. Can't afford to spend RM300 just fer a one-time gigs. I can do somethin more meaningfull with that 300 bucks. Better get another opinion. Later.

Fractured jam session & dude, where's my passport?

We (Fractured) went a jam session last night without Angah and it was kinda terrible. I mean, 3 piece is hollow. And we got a few weeks before our Singapore gigs. This is currently a mess. Angah will be available next week but Udin have somethin to do by then so we'll most probably go fer another jam session on the other week. I'm nervous. Yeah and excited too.

Speakin bout the Singapore gigs, I still didn't receive any flyers or such but Fahmi said that it's confirmed. I can't find my passport and I remember that it'll expire on May this year. I heard that it'll cost me around RM300 to renew that. Sheesh. Hmm, where the hell did she put my passport? Later.

AngelClaw's jam session DVD, I missed a job offer... Grrr

I saw the DVD of our (AngelClaw) jammin session and it's quite fun and funny to watch ourselves went monkeys in it. Too bad Fahmi burnt the vidz into DVD which sadly, I've no DVD devices whatsoever so I just have to make do with watchin it in his house.

I just missed a darn good job because my mobile phone broke. My friend been tryin to contact me fer weeks to tell me bout the job offer but because of my darn phone went loonie, another lucky brat got the job. *sigh*. There's another job offered (he came to my office last Saturday tellin me bout it) so all hope is not lost. Maybe, just maybe, it's my day. Later.

Oh my... AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHH you won't believe this! I'm so sure you won't. I still can't believe it too! AHHHHHHH!!! Omigosh! AHHHHHH. Calm down.. *inhale...*. What's the story anyway? Well... here it goes...

Fractured will most probably be playin in Singapore this March...

There. I spew it. Too soon to expose it though but heck, I'm so happy I'm wettin my pants! AHHHHHHHHHHH!!

*p/s: I originally wrote that the gigs we're gonna be playin is in May but the exact month is March. Sorry. Too excited I guess. So it's sooner than I previously stated (I knew it's in March but I wrongly put it as May). This is a correction. Sorry fer any inconveniences.

I'm on home video

I'm still havin problem with the "batu karang" and thankfully it's not as painfull as 4 days ago. I've been delayin the recheck I've said before but it's mandatory so I guess it'll be soon.

Despite my illness, me and AngelClaw went fer a jam session last night and Fahmi brought his new-bought camcorder with him. So we got more than 1 hour of headbangin session caught on video! Now to wait fer him to burn the video into CD so I can send it to Akademi Fantasia fer selection... Hah!..

I'm not feelin well...

It's confirmed that I have "batu karang". Went to clinic yesterday and my urine sample does confirm this. I'm havin difficulties tryin to take a leak fer 4 days now. I'm sure that I had this problem before when I was a kid but it disappeared soon afterward. Seems that it just temporarily disappeared and now it got me again. So officially, I'm on pills now and I got medical leave fer 2 days (probably more coz I have to go do some recheckin later on). Do wish me luck on that.

I was fined fer RM30.00 today fer parkin my bike at my usual spot. Drats. I'm already broke and now another thing came and try to burn more holes on my pocket. Sheesh...

I'm on medication so I'm feelin like I'm gonna catch a fever. Later.

It's 2005

Happy New Year! But still, this year ended with a sad memory. The disaster that stroke our beloved country and killed hundreds of people will always remind us bout other people's sufferin fer years to come. Hopefully, this will be the only disaster forever.

New year brings yet another hope fer a better future and life. There'll be some decision that will change my life and I hope I made the right choice. Sometime sacrificin somethin that you love doin fer a hope that somethin new that you're into will be much better, is hard. But well, risks are meant to be taken, not scared.

Later. 2004 ended in sadness, so let's pray that 2005 will bring happiness to all of us.

Broke.

I'm freakin broke now... Ahh.. Due to my outrageous spendin this month (not to mention my 1st Streamyx's bill etc) plus my allowance is most probably frozen (again... I love my job..) so it's not totally unpredictable.

Later..

I saw meself on video..

I just got the last gigs's (Musician's Gathering gigs) video on CD today. Kinda cool actually. Fractured were featured playin 3 songs:

The Bodybag - near the end of the song
Immaculate - Dimension Zero cover - nearly the whole song
Blinded By Fear - At The Gates cover - just the intro (darn!)

and we were nasty.. uhh. Time to get our own camcorder I guess. Grr. Can't wait fer another gigs. Yeah!

..

Sometime we're unconciously walkin back through the memory lane and before we know it, those shitty images of bad experiences just fall splat right on our face. So the current hippy-mood we're havin just rotted like a stinkin trash can. The bitter memories then slaps us like some dumb boybands on mtv and it'll keep buggin us like we got nothin else that's more precious to think, like our braincells are fully reserved fer decodin and computin those darn thoughts and yet, there's nothin we can do bout it. We can just hold a big breath, tryin to realise that we shouldn't care nor give a fart. But so, at least, those things are history. Shoo!

Yes, I'm in a bad mood right now....

Found some old pictures of me. Really old.

Well, well. What do you know. My kid sister kept a few old pictures which I'm in it. Great! I was enjoyin meself lookin at me as a kid. Haha. Sure I'll scan those pictures and put it in my homepage. There's many more pictures of me back at my kampung but I kept fergettin meself to take it when I went there. I really want those pictures badly. So do check back my homepage later to see if I've uploaded those wacky pictures of me. Don't hold any laughters though because way back then when I was a kid, my pictures are meant to be laugh at. Hehe. You'll see. Later!

The king is dead.... R.I.P Dimebag Darrel..

This is sad. I saw this news on local tv yesterday and I was shocked. I still am. Damn. Dimebag Darrel, ex-axeman fer Pantera was shot dead while performin fer his new band Damageplan. SHOT DEAD! I read some report that he took a few shots by the killer. Fuck. Why? Fuckin psycho. I can't help to swear. Sometime people are fuckin stupid. What the hell that Dimebag do to make people wanna kill him? His brother, Vinnie Paul was shot too in the incident. This is a sad day and a dark history of metal.

I was a fan of Pantera when I heard Vulgar Display Of Power when I was still in highschool. I still am a fan. Fuckin shit. I'm still in shock. The fag who shot Dime is the biggest pussy of all time. That psycho is the product of this crazy world of hate today. What do you get when guns are available to psychos everwhere? This is the result. You got one more great influence in metal dead. Yeah I'm fuckin emotional right now. This is a great loss. I'm sad. I'm readin www.metalunderground.com and they have 1 article with a picture of Dime and Phil together and I'm sad to see the pic.

The stage, where bands and audiences became brothers, is no longer safe. Metal will never be the same again. To us metalheads, let's play tribute to the genius.

Rest In Peace, Dimebag Darrel.

Lamb Of God & 1000 visitors

Heard bout the band Lamb Of God? They say they're playin 'Pure American Metal' style anyway it's still Death Metal to me. Great band. Check it out!

Looks like my website is reachin fer its 1000 visitor's milestone. Wow. Yeah that's not much but fer a site like mine, it's cool. Only a few people actually sign the darn guestbook though. So, I guess you won't mind? :P

Later.