Diablo III!!! Woohoo!

After a few years of "no it's a rumour", now Blizzard has Diablo II stuff online. Darn it guys! Seems like I'm lagged a few months bout this news. Anyway, great news. I was hoping fer new Starcraft II to go gold and was not hoping fer any new Diablo stuff soon. But heck this is a great news! Wow! Later.

Silly minor car accident. Argh!

Arghhh! When I least expect it. Darn. I was on the way to office this morning, when I had a minor accident. As I reverse my car, the front bumper hit my uncle's volvo. So, my front bumper got ripped out, and the volvo didn't even move. Lucky me the volvo didn't have any defect or I'll be dead. As fer my Iswara Aeroback, well, I had to forked RM120 fer a new front bumper. Sheesh.

I never expected my uncle to park his car on the place he did because he usually park it at his parking spot. Well I might have been to over confident. That's why I didn't even bother to look at the left side mirror. Silly me. Later.

ARGHHHH!!!!

My kid sister got married!, my aunt died & a bit about me.

Hi everyone. *crickets sound...*. Ok. It's been a long time since I last wrote something in here eh. Much has been happening around me over here. Many are interesting.

20th June, My kid sister got married with her long-time boyfriend. She arranged the ceremony herself with her boyfriend (now husband) helping her out. I felt like it was just yesterday I taught her how to ride bicycle. And now, she's a wife to somebody. I'm really happy fer her. It was a meaningful ceremony indeed. Sheesh I wanted to upload pictures on the net fer quite some time now but didn't have the time to do so. Soon I hope. The "akad nikah" went on smoothly, with my new brother-in-law went on the "lafaz akad" only once. Great. My wedding is coming up next and I have to do the same. Sheesh.

On 21st is the "bersanding" and "kenduri". Don't tell anyone but I got this itsy-bitsy tears on my eyes watching my kid sister in her wedding dress. So beautiful. Got many relatives from my brother-in-law side and from my late mother's side. None from my late father came though. Why? I'll tell u later. One of the thing that made me smile is that my older sister's daugther saved her own money and bought my kid sister a wedding present without even anyone knowing bout it. Wow.

22nd June. The day my father died. It's the same day her sister, my aunt died. She had a stage 4 ovary cancer, got critical on 21st and she died peacefully on 22nd. That's why none from my late father came. Me and my older sister managed to go to her house, but we're too late and she was already buried in Keramat. My older sister was the one who felt losing our aunt the most because they used to be so close. Chatting on the phone every week and such.

How's my preparation fer my own wedding? Aha. There's progress somewhere. Well we bought things fer our "hantaran" and it's almost complete. All is left fer the "hantaran" is cakes, fruits, shower/shampoo thingy set and her bracelet. "Duit hantaran" on the other hand, is another story. It's.. uh.. well I'm saving.

Done HIV blood test yesterday with my fiancee and we're both negative. Alhamdulillah fer that. We had to go to Nilai fer the test as the schedule varies between the district. I'm planning to check fer Talasemia but it'll be later.

Work is ok. I got a part-time job now. The pay is good and I don't have to do it everyday. The only thing I had to cope is that I need to travel places which is quite tiring. Ah well.

As fer my band Fractured, we're still waiting to record the vocal tracks (my part) and do the mixing. Had to put that on hold somehow because of, well, money problems. Heh. Still, no worries, we'll try to finish our new stuff as quick as we can. The guys are kinda quiet this past few weeks. Too long without jamming.

That's it fer now. I'm trying to be frequent in here again but as I'm working 2 jobs now, it'll take some time to do so. Anyway, see ya later!

Here it comes again. Now another year is added into my age. Yeah, happy birthday to me. My kid sister sent me a birthday msg last night, my big sis might be sending a msg today. My fiancee sent me a birthday msg. But we're still having a quarrel.

Sooo... My birthday is not bad at all. I'm 30 now. I think I'm starting to look like I'm 30. Or maybe I wish I'm gonna look 30. Not sure how's the look would be.

I should be going out. But I dunno where. I should be on a date but yeah we're having a bit of a fight. On my birthday. Sheesh. Ego. Later then.

A bit of what I've been up to. Or not.

It's been long aye. Since I last post anything here. Well, after so many things happened, here I am again. I'm using my AMD64 pc now, not exactly according to the spec I wanted but it's working. Still got a few more things to buy before I'm satisfied.

How am I nowadays? I'm ok. Still working in Seremban and I signed up fer a part-time job recently. A 5-days-a-month job and the pay is good. Well, I'm getting married soon ain't I?

Speaking about getting married, how is my preparation so far? It's ok. Been buying some stuff here and there. Planning the 'kenduri' and stuff. Saving money.

I'm nearly done with writing the lyrics fer our new song, Leaving Deads Behind. My vocal track will only be recorded next month. As usual, financial problem. *sigh*. I know we're supposed to get it done this month but then, we have to delay it fer another month. Hopefully next month will be ok. The good part is, I can still finish writing the lyrics. Heh.

Fractured was supposed to play in a gig somewhere in Bangkok last Monday. But because Fahmi didn't get a leave, the offer was turned down. The sad thing was, I only knew this thing on the said monday. Seems like I'm still the last person on earth to know. Drats. I wish I knew the Bangkok gig's detail but I didn't so I can't write any info about it.

We *might* be playing in a Johor gig soon. Maybe "Konsert D'Selatan" but I need to confirm that. As always, maybe I'll be the last to know. Later.

Oh. Before I forget. Happy birthday isman!. Enjoying it.

Fractured recorded 5 songs, EP(?) will be out soon!

Good news, Fractured's recording went smoothly. We recorded 5 songs including 3 new songs. This is the list of songs we managed to record:

Let The World Burns (new song)
Death Zone (new song)
The Bodybag
Leaving Deads Behind (new song)
War of The Lords

We originally wanted to record all 8 songs but because of time and financial constraint, we only get to choose 5. So we left out 3 more songs fer the time being until we're ready to record them. The other 3 songs is:

Slaving Nations (new song)
Life Inside The Hole
Once Stabbed

So, we think that it's better to release this recorded stuff as EP first. And record the other 3 songs then do a full length album. Hopefully we'll do the full length soon as the stuff is quite old now already (excluding Slaving Nations, the newest song).

We went to Bakri Music Workshop fer the recording. Started recording on 8th February fer drums and 9th fer bass and both guitars. It took us 17hours to complete the recording. Wait, what about the vocal? So here come the bad news.

I caught a bit of a flu on 9th, but managed to do the bass track. After that, I was suffering. I slept in the studio most of the time after my session is over. I was supposed to do vocal tracks too but because of my condition at that time, we got no choice but to delay it.

We have to do vocal tracks, then mixing and mastering before we're ready to release this materials. We're hoping that by this March, our EP will be out. Some suggested to hold the stuff and wait fer the other 3 songs to be recorded then release a full length instead. It's still in discussion. Anyway, something will be released soon. Whatever the result, I'll update you guys on it. Do check Fractured's MySpace at:

http://www.myspace.com/fracturedmy

Too bad Fahmi's camcorder is broken or I'll upload the recording session's video fer sure! No fear though, Faiz took lotsa picture of our recording session and it'll be uploaded soon when I got it. Another info, we might be playing in a gig somewhere on 24th this month. I don't have much info yet (nothing to be surprised bout) but I'll keep you guys posted about it.

My kid sister dirisik & Fractured's recording.

Ah. It's a long holiday. Well that's not the important part. Got a few important events this holiday.

Tomorrow, the family of my kid sister's boyfriend will come for 'merisik'. It's an event before engagement. Which the man's family will ask about the status of the woman. Eg: Do she have a boyfriend, is she engaged with someone else etc. And this event is very important to me too because I've taken the 'wali' status from my father as I'm the oldest male in the family now.

A mixed feeling fer sure. I'm very happy fer my kid sister. I wish her all the best in the upcoming life. At the same time, I do feel that time does fly fast. It's like yesterday me and her was playing, enjoying our time as kids together. It's like she grown up too fast. Hmm. Somehow, it feels like it's too soon fer me to let someone else take care of her. I wish I was a better brother. But like I've said, I'm very happy fer her.

I known her boyfriend fer quite some time now. In fact I known that guy the 1st time she was serious with him. As long as he can take great care of my angel, I couldn't say no. They're planning to get married this June. So it's way sooner than my own wedding.

So, tomorrow I have to be at my Mak Ngah's (auntie) house because the event will take place there around 11am. To tell you the truth, I'm a bit nervous when I think about it.

Another important event. Fractured will go to studio and do recording fer our new album. We'll be going to Bakri's studio, as I heard and we are expecting 2 days to get it done. Maybe more. I'm not sure bout mixing and stuff though, we're not a rich band anyway. Maybe we can just do a recording and later on, when we get enough money, we'll do mixing and mastering somewhere.

I haven't finish up lyrics fer 3 songs though. Bad me. I might get some ideas later on. Or I might do vocal recording fer those 3 songs after the lyrics is written. We have 8 songs altogether, including all 4 songs from our Archgates of Insanity demo. I still didn't write any addition to the old "Life Inside The Hole" lyrics. Hehe. Yeah well I'm lazy I admit.

The skin on my fingers are cracking. I got allergies to some soap / detergent. I done so many washing everyday using different type of soap I don't have a clue which has done this. It's been nearly 2 weeks and today I went to the clinic and the doctor gave me a cream. This state is annoying because it hurts everytime I'm playing bass. Yeah the fingers on my left hand suffers the most. I should have gone to the clinic sooner but I'm sort of busy this past few weeks.

Can't wait fer the recording session. Fahmi might bring his camcorder so maybe I'll post some footage or something. My TR's strings is in bad shape right now, so I need to replace it all as I'm trying to use it fer the recording. Not all guitar are suitable fer recording so I hope mine will be fine.

I'll blog any updates later.

Here's our 'Death Zone' video from YouTube.

In case you're very lazy. Here's one of Fractured's latest video. This was taken at CORE gig, Melaka on 19th February 2007.



This song is Death Zone. Our new song. It was our first time playing the song live and it was great. The sound is so-so, well I know you can't barely hear my voice.

Speaking bout the video, in the middle of the song, yeah I guess Udin's guitar went downtuned. Not sure why but heck it's pretty clear. So no it was not supposed to sound like the in the middle part hah!. Oh by the way I AM singing with a lyrics. So here it is. If you want to know it. Do check our MySpace and YouTube site.

http://www.myspace.com/fracturedmy
http://www.youtube.com/profile?user=fracturedmy

Death Zone
Song: Fahmi / Fractured
Lyrics: Karl

Massacre blessed by zionism
Victim of legalised racism
No escape for your death is certain
Mutilated, total damnation

[Chorus]
Bodies fell onto the ground
Bullet rains on the unarmed
They'll never know who you are
Death zone; Sabra - Shatila

Take refuge in the camp of extinction
Testing ground for their men and weapon
Time stop when the shooting begin
Muted screams, just bullet to your skin

[Repeat Chorus]

Still you are their holy enemy
And your death their holy prophecy
We let our eyes blinded by corruption
Soulless pig, breed of hate, war monger
Terror force for the new world order
We let the beast take us to destruction

[Angah solo]

[Udin solo]

Brutal scene of a butchered father
Lifeless child next to gutless mother
History, buried forgotten past
Nameless grave with nameless carcass

[Repeat Chorus]

Copyright of Fractured.

Blogging again, Fractured news, got a new job and new PC!

Hurrah! Now I got a broadband connection in my home! So, here I am again. It's been so long aye? Wonder if anyone read any of this anymore. Anyway, I guess some of you guys have your prayer answered now. No more worries, I *might* be blogging again. Sorta.

Before anything else, happy new year fer all. Uhh this year will add up in my age. Bah, I'm getting older.

Now, I'm currently back in my hometown. Seremban sweet Seremban. Been missing this place fer a long time. It's ironic, this place is where I call my home but I have nobody here anymore. Not closely related I mean. I've been wanting to be here again, to live here, settle down. I love Selangor too but I guess my heart is here in Seremban. Maybe because my band is here? Weeeell, it's a contributing factor I can't deny.

Ah, about my band. Fractured is still active. In fact we're going to studio this February to record our old and new songs and hopefully, our full length album will be ready soon after that. We're without any new stuff fer a long time. I'm getting jealous with other bands which have released their demo/album/EP. Feels like we're the only band in the world without any new release. So I really hope this year will change all that. But there's no need to push it too much because I personally don't want it to be like our Archgates of Insanity demo.

Another info our my band. Do check out our MySpace at http://www.myspace.com/fracturedmy because I've uploaded a few of our music videos. There's a few LIVE session vids and there's also some rehearsal vids in it. Strange but I guess MySpace has fixed the music player or something because NOW I can play the songs I've uploaded there. Great news.

I've also uploaded a few Fractured videos in YouTube. Just do a search on "Fractured Malaysia" and you'll probably will see our videos. Enjoy it. I'm thinking of uploading more as I've got many Fractured videos in my disk now. But I need to get the video of our latest show in PJ from Fahmi because I'm missing that video. Including our 1st gig's video.

Something about my job. If it matters. Well. Anyway. It's been more than 2 months now. I'm working in a database company now. Doing software things and going fer DBA hopefully. The office itself is a very nice place to be although the job is giving me headache sometime. Well it's because I was more to the hardware part and now I'm more into the software world, so relearning is a must. That's another great thing about my company, they're actually supportive when it comes to learning.

Ah, another thing. I'm currently buying parts fer my new PC. I've been wanting to have an AMD64 so I'm building a socket 939 system now. I know AM2 is the standard now but I just love the number '939'. Turns me on. Currently I only have a motherboard and a 3500+ single core processor. I'm still thinkin about the next thing to buy now, can't have it all because my budget is limited fer this month. Looking forward to this.

Later.

I'm back! A few scribes here..

Aloha!

So much fer the "Off the net fer a while" huh. Yeah I've been away fer so long I didn't memorise the keys on the keyboard anymore. Ah well. On to the news.

So, what's up with my life nowadays? Not much. But some important things happened. On the 9th of September, I got engaged with a girl who used to be my office mate. It was a simple engagement ceremony with just a handful of my closest relatives came. Got pictures of the ceremony but I'll upload it somewhere later. Been thinkin of registerin an account at uhm, an image storage website or somethin, I forgot the name but heck it'll be later.

There's so much I wanted to write here, but almost all of it became history I rather left alone. Some I can't recall right now so I wont bother with it. I'll post somethin about it when I have the recollections of it. Might be interestin, might as well be garbage. Heh. Anyway, I guess this is the important announcement fer now. Yeah, I'm no longer available. Not that it matters to anyone.

About Fractured, we've been idle fer quite a long time, it's just past the fasting month and we didn't go fer any practice session during ramadhan. Someone told me about doin a recording. Hmmm. I'm not so sure meself if the plan is still on or not.

Enough fer now. Later!

I moved out and probably be off the net fer some time.

Yeah Yeah. I know it's been quite some time since I last wrote anythin reasonable in here. Heck I'm currently off the net fer a period of time undecided. I moved out from the last place, now I'm stayin at a buddy's place, though still in Puchong. I wanted to write bout it sooner but I guess I got caught up with many other things along the way.

1st, I never managed to forget 'her', the person I wrote a few posts back. So, I made the move and we've been together fer almost 2 months now. We know each others since I 1st moved here in Puchong, she was in the same office as I was. Was? Yeah that's one of the reason I moved out. Not because of her mind you.

To make it short, the office is no more. So, now I'm practically jobless, again. Bah. No worries though because I have a few plans. Kinda. Not to mention distractions comin from a few things. So I'm practically busy now. Not with work but with sortin things out with my new (but not surprisin) turn in life. I'd love to write more about it but right now, I can't. Might as well be patient and wait fer the mega post about this ok?

One of my plans, if it went smoothly, will keep me busy and my pocket filled. And I might as well move to another place, probably somewhere back in my hometown as this place I'm currently stayin at is just a temporary place as I'm sortin some things, important things out. What's this 'things'? Like I've said, I'd love to tell you but right now is not the suitable time. The internet line I'm usin now is not helpin either.

So, just be patient. I might be off the net fer quite some time. I don't know. But I do know I'll write again. Heck, I might be writin back tomorrow so don't expect me to keep quiet that long hehe. Anyway, wait out fer more of my post aye. Later.

Well, well. It's THE day of the year huh.

Ok... I need you guys to sing this with me..

..

Ready? ..

..

On my count..

1..

2..

3..

"Happy birthday to meeeee
Happy birthday to meeee
Happy birthday to Karl
Happy birthday to meeeeeee"

Hah. Her family sang that to me just now through phone and it's really somethin. Mebbe tomorrow my sisters will sms me bout it. :). Later.

p/s: I'm 29 now. Bah.

Fractured @ Sunday Live Jamm Session Part I. More great memories.

So it was Sunday Live Jamm Session: Part I gig. The flyers was all over local myspace bands. We are not listed in the flyer because we're kinda got fitted in after the flyer got released. If I knew earlier I'd tell you guys all about it but heck I didn't. So sorry about that. A few of my buddies are pissed off because I can't give the correct information about it. Like I've said, it's not totally my fault.

Got a brand new bass strings so I'm all ok. I can't remember the brand of the strings but you can be sure it's not Kyser's. Bah we can't have all the things we wanted in this world. Anyway, it feels great to be holding my Ibanez again. Angah on the other hand, was totally pissed because his Ibanez was still with his buddy, undergoing some minor repairs. So he was left with no choice other than to borrow someone's Ibanez instead. The guys and me, we all had a night stay at Angah's house fer it'll be easier fer us to find the venue of the gig (as we still didn't know the name and the place of the gig. Imagine that.).

So the plan was, pick up Angah's friend the next morning so he can guide us to the whereabout of the gig. Good plan. But the only problem was the "morning" thingy. If we're all staying in the same place, you can be sure that it'll be a looooooong night. Chatting, laughing, talking nonsense and stuff. I slept around 6 in the morning and we need to get up around 9, morning que fer bath. Yeah right, sure. It was 9 something and Angah was the only one who had taken a bath. All the others? Well, rubbing their eyes (me included), changing sleeping position etc.

Domestic issues aside, we picked Angah's friends, the vocal fer Furion Escalada and his buddy. Nice fella. Honestly I never heard them before but I know from other people that they are great. When they perform, they totally own the place. Tight performance. Great showmanship. Simply awesome.

We were supposed to be the 1st band to perform there, not the number we like. We arrived around 12 in the afternoon or something. Seeing the "Holiday Villa Hotel" sign made me recall the flyer of "Sunday Live Jamm Session" somewhere in myspace. "Damn" I thought. "This is the gig we're gonna play in.". Anyway it was too late to spread the news to anyone. The only person I called was Bobi because he was eager to come and see us. But then he never came. Brat. Lucky fer us the soundcheck haven't started yet because we're about an hour late fer the session. The place was in Lavida Lounge in the hotel.

Inside the pub, one by one of us was invited to check the sound equipments. Lucky us. At first Fahmi was told to test the drums, then me fer the bass, then Udin and Angah fer the guitars. We even played our newest song Leaving Deads Behind (very very new, even the lyrics is not completed yet.. hehe) fer the soundcheck. Well because the songs is pretty much still fresh, I forgotten a few licks here and there. Still it was fun.

After the soundcheck, we all went to the nearest mamak joint fer lunch. Joined by Furion Escalada's army, the session took longer than expected and when we came back to the pub, the show has already begun. Lucky fer us the organiser didn't kick us out and we're slotted fer 3rd performance instead. Not intentionally but somehow it's great news.

It's great to be performing live again. There was moshpit activities when we play our 1st number, The Bodybag and it's a great feeling. After our 2nd song War of The Lords, Angah's string snapped (again? yeah it's a curse) and we were left with another 2 more songs instead of 6 fer total because replacing Angah's string ate our stage time. Our track list that day:

1. The Bodybag (demo)
2. War of The Lords (demo)
3. Let The World Burns (new song)
4. Once Stabbed (demo)

All the other bands that day was great. In fact I guess this was the gig that have the most talented bands (well, excluding us of course. :P). I really enjoyed being there till the end of the show. Sorry fer not joining the moshpit because my neck aches like mad. It's been too long I guess. But then I can't stand the excitement when Et Cetera covered Dimension Zero - Silent Night Fever. What a bloody show. Simply excellent. I can tell you all about the other bands too but I'll bagged me eyes writing all about it all day. To keep it simple. They all simply tears the place down to dust.

We all had a great day. It was a great experience to be amongst the talented people. I'll remember this fer life. Later.

Fractured would like to salute and thank the followings:-
The organiser fer giving us a spot in the gig.
The crews fer a hell of a job.
Bannbodo
Furion Escalada
Infectious Maggots
Et Cetera
Dark Horror
Onani
Oddity
Ego Drama
Not forgetting the people who came to the show. We really appreciate the support you have given. We'll keep this memories with us fer eternity. Hope we'll see you guys again in the near future. Rot On!

* p/s: ohh, my neck, back, thigh and legs aches like mad...

I'll play at whatever-the-gig-is, see ya on 25th! *If we can find the place..*

So...

Uh, ..

I still didn't get any information regarding our next show. Yeah the upcoming 25th gig. Asked around and the guys didn't know much about it too. Hell. Is it a private gig or something? Can't imagine Angah shredding his guitar wearing zebra's underpants in front of a group of mid-age women. Haha!

Tomorrow I'll be off to Angah's house, staying there fer 1 night before going to the wherever-the-place-is gig. Sooooo, I'll be out of the net fer a few days, and that means I'll update the informations about the gig, after the whatever-the-gig-name-will-be is done. I don't know why nobody asked whoever-the-organiser-is more informations. It's too late to care now. Bah. All I care now is about my freakin new strings. Hopefully I don't have to borrow someone's bass guitar.

About that crush thingy, I think it's better to leave the feelings like that. Untouched. No further approach, no plans or anything. I just like the feeling. No need to ruin it with some serious thingy. And she doesn't need to know. Later.

Job & inner conflicts.

Just when I thought the smoke on this side is finally cleared. Just after my my 1st duty yesterday, new problems surface. Can't it wait fer another month or somethin? Oh yeah I'm back to writin with no trailin 'G', I guess the spell-checker took a day off or somethin.

I'm still a few weeks more to gettin my 1st paycheque, but the 'test-of-life' couldn't wait that long. I've already been buggered with some things I 'should' be payin with my not-yet-earned salary. Damn. Then the question of maybe bein relocated because the instability of my housemates, probably discussin a new rent terms because of things that's unavoidable. No, my job is ok, my boss is cool, but this things somewhat related to the surroundin of my work so it has successfully makin me rethink the path I'm currently takin.

I'm not gonna put in details the things that been botherin me, today. Yeah today. Twisted as it is. Funny how I was confident about this new career path I'm takin, not gonna depend on my relative to make a livin and choosin what I want to do instead of how much I'll make on doin somethin fer supportin me. It didn't wait fer another 10 or 20 blog post from me to test me out. As soon as I made a statement and willin to be firm about it, the 'test' has to try me out hastily, to shake me from my stance. From my own foundation.

I agree. Money talks. Damn it I hate it but I admit it. With my cousin, no housin problem, transportation problem and I'll be forced to gain weight. Sure the pay is good too. Bloody 'el my plan was nearly perfect yesterday, took me more than a week to make this decision. But this mornin, the situation changed. My ship took a turn elsewhere and I'm just a mere sailorman. No say at the course of the ship, can but will not be taken seriously.

Bah. Entangled in self-conflicts, inflicted upon the way things 'should' be from the majority point of view. From their 'nature'. Now, goin on with my plan will financially leave me with nothin much to spare. Workin my arse's off, though lovin it, but I'll be throwin the money elsewhere. Sure I can try to cope with that, if I'm strong with my decision. But I'm no longer 18. *yeah I do know I'm old now, thank you..*.

And now, as per this case; ego aside, personal demand means nothin. Principal stand got no values. Tryin to stand out by bein different sometime means suicide. Helpin out the 'circle' directly is good, but when the 'circle' can't do much to help you out, maybe it's best to be outside of the 'circle' and helpin them from there instead. Yeah people say loyalty can make a miserable life out of you, but that's what who I am.

I'll discuss this with my boss soon. Try to figure out some sort of solution, a way. Maybe an exit. Not puttin a hope on anythin. This time, I'll let this piece of plank drift me anywhere the wave wants me to. Maybe another ship will pick me up, maybe I'll still be driftin, dehydrated and hungered or hopefully, as I open my eyes, I'll found meself on an island. Later.

Not workin with my cousin.

Ah. So I silently turn down the job offer from me cousin. I'm now workin with my friend, guy within our 'circle'. Financially, my cousin pays better money, technologically *is this word even exist?*, my new job is better. Still within my field of interest. I do what I'm interested in, money comes second. I might be naively fool to say it like that but heck, I'm not bothered with that. Nor it's some sort of brag.

What am I doing now? Mostly CCTV stuff. I'm dyin fer our next project involving fiber optic cables. Been waiting fer years to do fiber optic cabling. So it'll be some sort of amazing experience fer me then. Wish me luck on that. Later.

Not that important but heck I wrote it didn't I?

Uhm. I wanted to say somethin. Kinda important. Important to me I mean. Well, I'm pretty sure it's nobody else's problem. But heck. I just wanted to say.. Hmm.. *shy*.. I mean.. You see.. .. *s.h.y*.. It's somethin like this.. .. uhh.. *shy*..

Ok, ok. I just wanted to say. Arrhhh! How to put it. I, I'm in this kind of situation, you see. I guess I'm in that situation (it's 'this' or 'that'?.. weeeeell..). I'm not sure but I think I am. Uh might as well spill it out. It's kind of difficult to express. Twisted or somethin. Never imagine I'll be in the situation. Not at this time. With her! Urh.

Ok I think, I guess, I'm kind of have a some sort of thing, like somethin like a crush, on someone I never thought I will.



*blush*


p/s: that's why I've been listenin to HIM - Wicked Game lately...


*bluuuuuusssssshhhhh*

IslamicTube: YouTube with Islam contents.

I got an invitation email. Not sure when it was sent. Don't know who sent it. What it is about? That someone wants me to see IslamicTube.

Fer that somebody, I thank you. IslamicTube is just like YouTube. The difference is that IslamicTube allows people to share videos about, well, Islam. See it fer yourself. Currently they have many videos about Islam culture, people, debates (Ahmed Deedat anyone?). I guess this site is new. Well I might be wrong. Here's the address:

http://islamictube.net

So that's the thing I felt like sharing with you guys. Later.

New update on the gigs.. Not sure you'll like to read it..

Ok. 1st of all, I'd like to apology. There's been a few changes on this gig thingy *taking cover*...

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Enough of that. Fahmi called and told me that the proposed 31st March gig has been canceled. Not our fault in any way. Seems like the organiser is having a problem about location. :/. Can't say I'm glad to hear about it too. It was supposed to be a big one and.. canceled. Shucks.

Another info. No I don't have the flyer fer our next show, neither do Fahmi. But the date will be on the 25th March...

*taking cover*... *again..*

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Ok ok I'm sorry! Not my fault! Sheesh. So now I have to update the myspace. Later.

Update: Ops. My bad. There was no 18th March gig. The Subang's show has always been 25th March. Don't ask me, I don't know where I got the idea meself. *taking cover*....

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Gig infos? What infos? Urgh.. and other mumblings.

What's the date huh? March 13th or something. Got a few more days before the Subang gig. My TR Series is still naked. Without strings. Collecting dust. And still no information(s) on the upcoming shows?! ARGHH! Everytime, EVERYTIME we have show(s) we're listed in, the situation will always be like this. Everyone is keeping quiet. Bah! At least a text msg or something. Then when it's a few hours before the show, everybody, EVERYBODY will be chaotic. "What's the playlist?", "Did you get the yet? We're gonna play it.", "Did you by any chance find my wristband?". Urgh. I still didn't get any flyer. If somehow this show got cancelled or something, all my band's friends in myspace will get pissed off. Ok we only have 3 friends in there so it's a bit too much. Haha.

Still haven't call up my cousin to confirm on whether to accept his job offer or not. The favor is more on his side though. But because I'm currently busy playing with my new server, I guess I still have a reason to be here fer another few more days.

Here, it's raining almost everyday. Weird because people I know seems to be whining about the lack of downpour in their area. My cousin, the guys at my previous home, some other people. It rained here a while ago. When it's not raining here, it's pretty hot.

Finished half the lyrics of our new song. Wanted to finish the song quick but I'm not multitasked enough. Heh. Got meself busy with my server like I've said. Have a few things I wanted to change fer that new song but I haven't had the time to discuss it with the boys yet. Oh, btw, the new song is call "Leaving Deads Behind". Expect that to be played live in another few more gigs. If we got more gig offers.

Speaking about music, Epiphone Les Paul & Dean Explorer ML basses been haunting me lately. I find that Les Paul basses are sexy. Found some good deals on 'em in Ebay, along with my all time favorite Ibanez Destroyer. Anyway I can just window shop fer now. Still, just seeing the pictures makes me feel sunny inside. Like candy to kids. I'm seeking fer someone who'll give me any of the 3 basses I've mentioned fer whatever reason or none. Hah! Tough luck.

I'm planning to buy a new pair of Chuck Taylor's shoe. Found a shop in OneUtama and can't call the discounts there a bargain so I just skipped it. Maybe I should look in Seremban. Later.